by Peter Loaf
ONE
It starts out to be just another endless Thursday on the assembly line,
making a living and getting yet another night shift older. While my
hands assemble widgets, my mind wanders, trying to solve the puzzle that
is my life.
I’m more than a little depressed tonight, partly because Johnny, my lover,
roommate and best friend, just dumped me. Last Sunday he moved out
of my place and into that rich bitch’s penthouse. That was after deserting
me at the Phish concert, high as a kite, drunk as a lord and without even
cab fare in my pocket.
It cost me a blowjob to get home.
And, without his extra paycheck I will soon lose my condo, my home, my only
asset.
Also, it’s been five days since I last had sex so I’m horny. I’m never
at my best when I’m horny.
About nine-forty-five the plant foreman, Mr. Jackson, comes up and taps me
on the shoulder. “Come with me Vicky.” He shouts, barely audible over
the din of the machinery.
I turn and see he’s brought Harry to take my place on the line. “What’s
up?” I shout, glancing at the clock. “I’m not due for a break for ninety
minutes yet.”
“Mr. Halverson wants to talk to you.” He shouts back, reaching out and taking
my elbow into his vice-like grip.
There is a sudden ball of lead in the pit of my stomach. In the six
months I have worked here these words and this grip have always meant someone
was about to be fired.
One hand gripping my elbow in an almost hurtful way, he begins walking me
down the line, toward the door that leads into the plant office tower.
I try to meet the gazes of my co-workers but find them all suddenly seeing
right through me, afraid the foreman will fire them next.
“What is this all about?” I shout, trying to pull my elbow out of his
grip.
He hangs on, gripping even tighter and shouting to be heard. “Mr. Halverson
just wants you to answer a few questions.”
“Mr. Halverson’s title is Vice President for Human Resources. I have
been told that he makes 345 times as much per hour as I do, even though he
spends most of his time at the country club.
As we walk out through the shop door it is like I have suddenly gone deaf
as the noise level drops away. The company offices are heavily soundproofed
and after two hours in that din I know my ears will be ringing for several
hours yet.
Pushing me along in front of him, his grip on my elbow slightly hurtful and
intentionally demeaning, the foreman doesn’t say a word as we walk down a
long empty hallway. The building is darkened and deserted, all the
white-collar workers having gone home hours ago. Pressing the up button
of an elevator while turning a key in a lock, the foreman whistles tunelessly
as the small car comes down and opens. Shoving me inside, he turns
the key again and the doors close, leaving me all alone in the rising car.
What the Hell? I think, rubbing my elbow as I ride up to the executive office
suite. The walls do not answer my questions.
I try to make myself look presentable, but dressed in coveralls, steel-toe
boots and a hair net; there isn’t much I can do.
I try to think why I am being fired. And come up with several possible
reasons. The company has a rulebook half the size of the LA county
phone book. It just depends on which of my transgressions Mr. Halverson
has found out about. Or, it could be nothing I have done. After
all, sales have been off by twenty percent since 9-11. I could simply
be laid off.
I need the paycheck that comes with this job. Need it bad.
The car stops. I wait for the doors to open. Instead, the lights
go out, leaving me blind as well as half deaf. “Oh Shit!” I say, reaching
out to the wall for support.
I’m trapped in this thing, like a frog under a coffee can. The darkness
is complete. It’s that kind of inky blackness you get in deep caves.
I hold my hand up in front of my face but cannot see it, even though I can
feel its heat.
I’ve always loved the dark. Ever since I was a little girl and my daddy
locked me in a closet for stealing cookies. The darkness has always
been so full of delicious monsters, boogiemen, and other sexually stimulating
ideas.
Fumbling in the dark, I find the emergency phone and pick it up. There
is a click and a man’s voice says, “Hello Vicky, welcome to your new life.
My name is Master Halverson and from this moment on, you are my sex slave.”
TWO
I stand there in complete darkness, wondering if I’m having a flashback
from that LSD I took last Saturday night at the Phish concert. I say,
“Pardon me?”
“I said you are now my sex slave.” The voice says, in a cool tone of
complete confidence.
“What, you’re going to chain me up and use me in various sexual ways?”
“Yes.”
“Are you crazy?”
“Slaves who insult their Masters seldom prosper.” He intones, his voice under
tight control.
I think about it for a few seconds. I am in no position to be making
enemies. “And if I resist you’ll whip me and punish me until I do what
you want?”
“Yes.”
“Who told you I might like that?”
“It doesn’t matter if you like it or not.”
I feel the cold/hot/heavy knot in my belly. And at the same time feel
my slave lust awakening within my libido. I think about how many people
have been “fired” in just this way, how many times I’ve seen the foreman
come and escort someone away, his grip on his or her elbow declaring the
company’s sudden distrust.
After another moment the voice says, “You will now strip completely naked
and take off that hair net.”
“And if I refuse?” I ask.
“You get six cuts of the cane just for asking the question.” The voice says.
“Imagine how many you’ll get for actual disobedience.”
“Well I’ll be damned if I’ll strip for you.” I say, backing into a
corner of the tiny cage.
“You’ll be punished until you do. And, by the way, that little unauthorized
speech will cost you an additional six welts across that fine white ass of
yours.
I too well remember how cane welts feel. My first boyfriend was an
English foreign exchange student from Eaton. I shut my mouth and begin
to strip. When I am completely naked I hear, “Drop your clothes to
the floor, step to the doors and face the rear of the car.”
Again, fumbling in the darkness, I comply.
“Interlace your fingers behind your back and hold perfectly still. Be
warned, I can see you and I have a fully charged cattle prod in my hand.”
Again I comply. Behind me I hear the doors open just a few inches and
I feel police style handcuffs being closed around my wrists, linking them
together behind my back. Still in complete darkness, I wonder how he
can work so quickly and efficiently.
Buck-naked and wrist shackled, I am forced to walk, the hand on my elbow
my only guide, down another hallway and into what feels like an office with
deep carpeting under foot.
Suddenly the lights come back on and, as soon as my eyes adjust, I see the
man who claims to be my Master. I see that hanging around his neck
are a pair of infrared night-vision goggles. He is tall, dark and balding.
He is smiling like Bert Parks. “Welcome Vicky, I’m Ben Halverson, your
new Master.”
THREE
I say nothing, afraid of earning more cane welts. I wonder if I
am glad that he is fully dressed. I wonder how long he will remain so.
“If you have any questions you may ask them now.” He says, touching a gentle
finger to my cheek. “But remember your place or I will remind you.”
“This slave girl has more questions than she dares ask.” I say, letting him
know that I too am a fan of John Norman.
“Then ask the ones you need answered the most.” He says, pushing me through
a vault door and closing it with an ear-popping whoosh that tells me we are
now truly sealed off from the rest of the world.
“Why did you pick me?” I ask, watching his eyes as they take an approving
inventory of my naked body. Proud of my body I straighten up and pose
for him. I’m still young enough that my big tits haven’t begun to sag
and my skinny waist and long legs make the full, womanly curve of my ass
all the more noticeable.
He grins, reaches down and tugs on my blond pubes, cut short and bikini waxed
into a small Hitler mustache. “We have been watching you for several
months now, Vicky, both here at the plant and at other times, away from the
factory floor.” He says, running his palms lightly over my suddenly
sweaty breasts, bringing my nipples up into tighter erection.
I think about how nearly all the other “fired” men and women have simply vanished
from the city, never to be seen again. Oh there have been postcards
and notes from a few of them, explaining how this wonderful job opportunity
had come along and there had been no time to say goodbye. To tell you
the truth I’d never thought too much about it. In these days of economic
chaos, people move around a lot.
“How long do you think you can get away with this?” I ask, the huskiness in
my voice betraying my rising libido.
“This company has been training and selling sex slaves for 150 years.
We have developed certain methods and procedures for avoiding trouble.”
He says, walking me to a contraption bolted down in the middle of the vault
floor. It consists of a heavy steel box about a foot square and five
or six inches tall. Cut into its top are two side-by-side holes, about
three inches in diameter. They do not touch but are separated only
by an inch of steel. At first I don’t understand that it
is a pair of ankle stocks until he steps on a button and the heavy steel
top splits across the middle of the holes and slides open, revealing foot
treads within. Seconds later I am trapped, standing naked in the middle
of a sound proof vault, my feet locked in a box, my wrists shackled together
behind my back.
“I believe the total was twelve?” He says, attaching a dangling chain
to the link between my wrist cuffs.
“Yes Master.” I say, knowing I am totally at his mercy.
“Good girl.” He says with approval, shortening the chain to draw my
wrists high up between my shoulder blades. “The quicker you learn these
lessons the better.”
I feel his hands taking inventory of my naked body and shudder in rising fear/anticipation/need.
I have been into bondage and discipline for several years, having found the
thrills and pleasures simply irresistible. But this is something very,
very different, very scary. For me, B&D has always been a voluntary
act of trust on my part. But there is no element of trust here.
There is nothing I can do to control my future. My feet are locked
in a box that has been bolted to the floor. My wrists are shackled
up behind my back, forcing me to bend forward to ease the pressure on my
shoulders. My naked body is suspended and posed, my bare bottom sticking
out like a target.
Halverson selects a whippy, brass tipped, bamboo barker’s cane from an elephant’s
foot umbrella stand and takes position behind me and off to one side.
I stare at the vault wall and hold my breath.
He waits, knowing I will have to let my breath out, sometime.
FOUR
Five orgasms and a sore throat later, I begin to understand. I am
nothing but a slave, his to do with as he pleases. This idea occurs
to me, as I am being taken, closely hobbled and completely helpless, down
to the sub-basement dock to be loaded into what smells and feels like a steel
floored cargo van. As I am left lying on my bare front, my tightly
harnessed body unable to go anywhere, do anything, I know the utter peace
of hopelessness.
Let me describe the company traveling harness. It is a series of nine
horizontal leather straps suspended from a high, motion-restricting slave
collar. The first three straps weld my already shackled arms to my
back, forcing my big breasts out like guns on a battleship. The second
three fix my thighs tight together, emphasizing the roundness of my bottom.
The final three circle my lower legs, but not so tight as the others in order
to allow me to hobble.
Only when all nine of the body straps were buckled did my new Master show
me the gag and blindfold ensemble. Completely helpless, I could do
nothing to fight having it strapped to my face, the dildo gag tickling the
back of my throat, the blindfold returning me to the inky blackness of the
elevator.
Then I discovered that the gag dildo was inflatable as with a puka-puka noise
my jaws were suddenly stretched painfully wide, my mouth filled, my cheeks
stretched tight around its sudden, jaw-breaking bulk.
Fixed thus, my feet were released from the box and quickly forced into very
high-heeled pumps, making me totter around like a drunk. I was then
brought, still sobbing from the pain in my ass, still shuddering from my
five incredibly intense orgasms, down to this van parked at the sub-basement
dock.
I find that I have been left all alone. I try to feel around with my
still shackled hands only to discover that both my collar and the lower end
of the harness have been closely attached to two rings in the van floor.
The metal is cold against my bare breasts, tummy and thighs and I know it’s
only going to get worse if we go out into the cool April night. My
cane-welted nipples rub against the floor, hurting, yet still hard as diamonds.
My Master’s cum taste is mixing with the taste of the rubber gag stretching
my mouth wide. I want to scream in fear and frustration but know I
will be punished for it, so I refrain.
I hear someone approaching and the sounds of a second prisoner being placed
on the floor beside me. I snort a greeting to this newcomer and receive
a slap to my cane-welted butt that tells me I have transgressed yet again.
So many rules, so little time to learn.
When the truck motor starts and I feel myself being driven away, I know a
kind of inner peace. I know myself taken, looted and therefore treasured.
Lying on the cold steel beside me, the other prisoner is fighting her restraints,
her gag muffled protests growing more and more desperate with every passing
mile.
I figure she must have someone to go home to.
I don’t. My boyfriend packed his bags and moved out of my apartment
last weekend, after he met that rich witch at the Phish concert.
I’ve been wondering where I was going find a new roommate and sex partner.
Halverson may have strange ways of doing it, but he shows a girl a good time,
in the end.
He told me that I will be moved out of my condo tomorrow and that my things
will be put into long-term storage. He said that everyone who asks
about me will be told that I have been sent to train operators at the company’s
new assembly plant in Bhopal India.
I guess I’ll lose my condo. I certainly won’t be able to keep up the
payments. Not on a sex slave’s wages.
I realize with a sense of shock that money is no longer of any concern to
me. Sex slaves have no use for money. They are the ultimate “kept”
women.
Suddenly the van slows from the highway speed it has been traveling, turns
a corner and comes to a stop.
The struggling woman beside me redoubles her efforts to scream around the
inflated penis in her mouth, thrashing her harnessed body back and forth
against the shackles that attach her to the floor at throat and ankles.
I sense our driver coming to stand over us, then hear the sound of a short,
multi-thonged whip whistling through the air and impacting soft flesh several
times until the muffled screams of my companion cut off, as if by magic.
He speaks, “Slave girls who displease their Master do not prosper.”
It is Jackson's voice, not Halverson’s.
I find myself considering earning a little attention as well. Then
feel his hand on my welt-covered bottom, caressing the tender, freshly injured
flesh, probing, finding, evaluating.
I react by relaxing and opening myself to the invading fingers, trying to
get him to give me the attention I suddenly need.
He chuckles, and then goes back up to the driver’s seat. Soon we are
back on the highway, the sounds of Billie Holliday filling both the van and
our heads with slave lust.
All Of Me
All of me
Why not take all of me
Can’t you see
I’m no good without you
Take my lips
I want to lose them
Take my arms
I’ll never use them
Your goodbye
Left me with eyes that cry
How can I
Go on dear without you
You took the part
That once was my heart
So why not take all of me
All of me
Why not take all of me
Can’t you see
I’m no good without you
Take my lips
I want to lose them
Take my arms
I’ll never use them
Your goodbye
Left me with eyes that cry
How can I
Go on dear without you
You took the best
Why not take the rest
Baby, take all of me
As the music plays on, I wonder who is laying here beside me, harnessed and helpless, her sobbing gag muffled and now quietly hopeless. I want to comfort her but am harnessed too tightly to even touch her. Meanwhile the van’s sound system plays a continuous mix of Billie Holiday torch songs that seem to have been selected for their slave-girl themes.
Fine And Mellow
My man don’t love me
Treats me oh so mean
My man he don’t love me
Treats me awful mean
He’s the lowest man
That I’ve ever seen
He wares char-gray pants
Stripes are really yellow
He wares char-gray pants
Stripes are really yellow
But when he starts into love me
He’s so fine and mellow
I don’t know what it is about Billie Holiday. She sings songs I’ve heard in a thousand elevators, but she sings them with such style that she makes me feel as if she is singing it to me alone. Her delivery of the words moves something deep within me, within my libido.
I love you Porgy
I love you Porgy
Don’t let him take me
Don’t let him handle me
And drive me mad
If you can keep me
I want to stay here
With you forever
And I’ll be glad
I love you Porgy
Don’t let him take me
Don’t let him handle me
With his hot hands
If you can’t keep me
I want to stay here
With you forever
I’ve got my man
Someday I know he is coming
Back to call me
He’s going to handle me
And hold me so
It’s going to be like dying
Porgy when he calls me
But when he calls, I know
I’ll have to go
I love you Porgy
Don’t let him take me
Don’t let him handle me
And drive me mad
If you can keep me
I want to stay here
With you forever
I’ve got my man
I realize it is all part of our training but find the music hypnotic and
relaxing. The unknown woman lying beside me seems to feel it as well
as she slowly becomes quiet; her gag muffled sobs trailing away with the
passing miles.
I don’t know where we are going but suspect it might not be the nicest place
to be helpless and naked.
* * *
With a sudden start I become aware I’ve been asleep. I don’t remember
it happening but realize that the truck has stopped again. I feel the
cool rush of air as the van’s back doors are opened then feel the snap-hook
that attaches my ankles to the truck floor being released.
Beside me I hear the van’s side door being opened and then feel my collar
being released from its hook. Dragged out of the truck and stood up
on my too-high heels, I stagger around blindly, trying to find my balance.
I hear a metal clink and feel the tug of a leash being attached to my slave
collar.
“Welcome to Halverson Manor ladies.” Comes a woman’s voice from behind me.
I turn to face that way, trying to show willing. Beside me I hear my
fellow slave hopping up and down in urgency, her gag muffled pleadings loud
in the quiet morning.
Ignoring the helpless woman’s pleadings, the voice continues. “My name
is Mistress Delight. I will be your trainer for this phase.
Suddenly I feel something wet and hot spraying against my lower legs and
feet. I realize that my fellow slave is pissing all over herself, and
splattering me as well!
I try to hobble away, but am stopped by a hand between my breasts. “Go
on Vicky, you might as well empty your bladder out here as in your stall.”
Stall! I think. Oh shit, pony training!
I can’t just let go, can I? But it has been hours since I last urinated
and I am getting desperate. I stagger-turn around so that I won’t piss
on my new Mistress and let it flow, its hot sharp smell rising to engulf
my head as the warn wetness covers my legs.
The icy cold water is straight from a snowmelt stream. It hits my naked body
in a high-pressure blast with enough force that I stagger, nearly losing
my precious balance. The hose plays on me, wets me, chills me, rinses
me and then stimulates me into what quickly becomes a surprisingly intense
orgasm that leaves me lying on my side in the grass, my harnessed body curled
up in a fetal position.
Then as I listen I hear my fellow slave being hosed off as well, her bath
ending with an orgasm as intense as mine had been.
When it is over we are stood up, quickly rinsed off, and led into what feels
and smells like a stable. Behind us, I hear a small round of applause;
as if ten or fifteen people had stood watching the two new slaves break toilet
training.
This shit could become habit forming. I think, following the dictates of
my leash.
The Beginning.
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