by
Harry
Emma Henderson woke up long before dawn. She’d had a troubled dream.
She lay in bed and looked around at the room. It was sparsely
furnished, containing no more than the bed she lay in. But at least it
was reasonably warm and she had been allowed to take a blanket out of
the store two days ago. A week had passed since her last really Bad
Thought and life was becoming tolerable - almost - now that she was
starting her third month of The Experiment.
And then her mind went back to her childhood home, to the pink
wallpaper, the fluffy teddy bear by her side, the pretty curtains and
the lovely view over the gardens, so colourful with all the spring
flowers.
That was a mistake on Emma‘s part. Dissatisfaction equals a Bad
Thought! And Bad Thoughts are always punished. Retribution is instant
where Bad Thoughts are concerned, as Emma had been reminded of late,
very painfully and very often.
“OUCH!!”
She suppressed the obscenity that had been on her lips. But she had
thought it, and that would do her no good!
The nails started to press into her bare skin. As a child Emma had read
of Indian mystics who could sleep in comfort on beds of nails but had
never anticipated that she might one day have a chance to try it
herself. Usually the nails were flush with the bed’s metal surface. But
a Bad Thought would cause them to rise, gradually piercing her skin, so
that she had no choice but to get up and stand on the metal floor. And
she knew her troubles weren’t over yet.
How long would it be before she could go back to bed? It was still
dark. She was tired after a long and arduous day. Was it worth it? All
this discomfort - pain, even?
Another Bad Thought! Silly girl! A surge of current made her jump. Her
long golden hair almost stood on end, although she should be used to
this by now! Poor Emma had lost track of the voltage her body had been
slammed with these last weeks! It felt like enough to light up a small
city! She screamed with the pain and shock. The current continued and
she jumped up and down in a vain endeavour to obtain at least a split
seconds relief.
Just as the twitching, jerking Emma was about to pass out, the sliding
door opened. She was being instructed to go out into the night and the
cold! As if to emphasize her expulsion from the room, the current
surged again, flooding her with fresh pain. Desperate to get away from
the voltage coursing through her, she ran to the doorway, each footstep
giving her a fresh shock until she was outside. She danced in agony for
minutes after getting out of that electrified room, even though the
power had been switched off the second she stepped out into the night.
The door closed smoothly behind her, clicking shut with implacable
finality. She would be out here for at least six hours. Emma nursed her
soles tenderly but tried to feel resigned and philosophical as she
rubbed them. Being resigned and philosophical was the most she could
manage by way of a Good Thought in her present distressed state, with
the pain gradually ebbing away. It was the only way to avoid more
torment.
“Think Good Thoughts,” she told herself. “Only Good Thoughts will
please.”
Thank goodness it was summer - just about! The nights were still warm
enough for her to shiver no more than slightly, although this wouldn’t
last long and she was in for a hard time if she couldn’t control her
nocturnal Bad Thoughts.
In a few hours the sun would be up to warm her. She was tanned these
days - richly bronzed all over and if she only had a mirror, the sight
would certainly have pleased her, although being gratified at her
appearance was Vanity. And Vanity equalled a Bad Thought, so it was
good that this temptation had been removed.
Emma felt the gooseflesh form as her body reacted to the night chill.
She had worn no clothes since being ordered to forfeit them three weeks
into her time here.
Laboratory! That really was a joke! If it was a lab, then she was the
lab rat!
Bad Thought, Emma!
Another seismic jolt of volts! The whole of this establishment was
metal floored inside and out. Metal was everywhere and always ready to
shock a disobedient or Bad Thinking Emma. Wherever she was, the sensor
would pick up her Bad Thoughts and punish her.
She stood on tiptoe and ran furiously on the spot to escape the shocks,
but was soon exhausted and sank to the ground where she laid, her body
twitching in agonized convulsions until she mercifully lost
consciousness. When she came round a few minutes later, the current had
been switched off. If only they would find some fresh way of punishing
her!
Emma could take pain by now. She welcomed pain in the sense that it was
a spur to banishing her shameful Bad Thoughts, but she craved relief
from this particular type of agony. A session on the Spanking Machine
would be nice - relatively speaking! Even the Rack would make a change
- or a session in the Freezer.
Emma knew she needed to be punished. She wanted to be punished. That
was partly why she was here. Bad Thoughts had to be purged from her
mind forever and she still wanted this more than she had ever wanted
anything. But this electric aversion therapy was really getting to her.
A quick, stabbing, surge of power reminded her that a fresh Bad Thought
had been thunk!
A change might be as good as a rest, but she knew by now that rest was
not on the agenda. And she HAD signed the consent forms. She was a
grown up woman who had been told exactly what to expect. What they were
doing to her was all very, very legal. What a fool she was!
It had all seemed such a wonderful idealistic scheme. Idealistic and
well paid. It was still well paid. At the end of three years she would
receive a handsome and inflation-proof income for life. In addition she
would be provided with three luxury homes, all in locations of her
choice. And she would still only be twenty-two. Emma was incredibly
lucky to have been chosen for this great work. This was a Good Thought
- she hoped - and might earn her a few more privileges - even the
return of her clothes one day, hopefully before the weather got too
uncomfortable.
She dutifully reminded herself that she didn’t mind being naked all day
long. In any case she’d made a very good living out of her bare flesh
before coming here.
In fact it went further than her not minding it. She loved it! She
really truly loved it! Because anything the Professor wanted must be a
Good Thing. She loved all Good Things.
But the next two years and nine months would all be spent here alone in
this laboratory, confined in an experimental environment. Enough food
and drink had been left for her to last for the three years, provided
she ate and drank no more each day than the ration.
Life had been incredibly hard at first and she had only kept to the
diet by reminding herself how unpleasant it would be to starve to death
if the food ran out with weeks or even months still to go.
During her first week, some of her Bad Thoughts had been so utterly bad
that the door to the food store did not open for two whole days. When
it did finally open and she had tried to take out more than her daily
allocation to make up for the two-day starvation, she had received her
first shock. Even today’s hardened Emma still found it hard to take the
shocks, but that first dose of voltage had made her jump several feet
into the air - or so it had seemed!
Thanks to her diet and the daily exercise regime Emma had shed many
pounds in her first weeks and was now very presentable, a slim and
enticing young woman - unlike the puffy faced and flabby girl who had
been brought here to begin the Experiment.
CHAPTER ONE
Emma didn’t consider herself to be a bad girl as girls go these days.
She swore a lot, punctuating her sentences with “cunts” and “fucks”
like her role models in the media, and so did all her friends. She
smoked - and not just tobacco. She frequently drank far more than she
ought and had consumed her first drink at the age of fifteen, having
fooled the bar person by plastering her sweet face with an impasto of
make up. But all girls behaved like that.
At University she had an affair with a young man, several years older
than she, followed by an abortion. But she was doing no more than
exercise A Woman’s Right to Choose What She Did With Her Own Body. And
this was the Twenty-First Century. It was a shock when her parents
disowned her, though.
After a few months of college, she dropped out, despite having been
winner of a coveted classical scholarship, and did some “modeling”.
Emma had a lovely face, a tempting if flabby body, and the kind of
golden hair that is seen less and less these days unless it comes out
of a bottle. She was also very photogenic and soon came to be in great
demand.
She posed for many extremely steamy sessions and even a pornographic
movie; her voluptuous nudity giving much happiness to many tired
businessmen! Although she was willing to pose for mainstream artistic
work and was very popular with some of the most distinguished
photographers, she seemed drawn to the less reputable aspects of her
new profession.
Emma’s future descent into a life of liberated hedonism seemed assured
until she met Count Alexander Dobrynin. And the Professor.
The Count was the great grandson of a canny Russian émigré who had
skipped his country not long before the tragic collapse of the old
order and well before the abomination of Communism destroyed all that
was good in his nation before going on to afflict and corrupt the rest
of the world with its Godless wickedness.
The exiled Count had first converted most of his property into easily
transportable jewelry, which he had used to build a prosperous
manufacturing company. The present Count lived well but not too
extravagantly on his family’s wealth, leaving the running of the
business to others, although he maintained some interest in its
affairs.
Some of these others were very clever people - clever and ambitious.
One of them, known as the Professor, was the cleverest of them all and
he had very big ideas. The Count had, of late, become more and more
immersed in the affairs of the Russian Orthodox Church and increasingly
horrified at the debauchery and decadence he saw around him. The
Professor knew of the Count’s concerns and had talked him into agreeing
to and financing one of his pet projects.
It was this project that Emma was to play such a part in bringing to
fruition. One night in late May she was on her way home after a photo
shoot. Work had been followed by a binge drinking session with friends.
She was more than a little tipsy and feeling very happy, as she always
was after a heavy drinking session.
Following payment for displaying her private parts and apparently
allowing them to be penetrated by a stupendously well endowed young
gentleman of West African provenance (who had been one of her
companions in the bar later on) she was now able to afford that longed
for trip to the Antipodes.
All her life she had longed to visit the Great Barrier Reef. At first
it was the name that had taken her fancy and then she had read
everything about it she could lay her hands on. Emma had become more
and more fascinated as she learned about the wonders that lay beneath
the surface of that part of the wide Pacific. To go there would be the
very best holiday she had ever had and now she could afford it. Her
mind was distracted by alcohol and thoughts of the trip of a lifetime,
because she almost stepped off the kerb and under a bus. But Destiny
intervened in the shape of a tall bearded man.
“Careful, young lady! You’re much too lovely to be leaving the world
just yet, awhile!”
He had a deep voice - he must be a great basso profundo - thought the
musically inclined Emma. - and he sounded incredibly cultured - right
out of the top drawer. Emma was impressed. She liked toffs, having once
been one herself before starting her slide into debauchery and being
shunned by her outraged family.
“Yeah! I don’t really fancy cashing in my chips just yet! Fuck me,
no!” She continued to hold forth in an amiable if indistinct
voice. “You look just my type. If your dick’s as long as your beard -
that is! Fancy a shag, darling? You can shag me any time, gorgeous!
Come home and get a night with me for free! Screw the fucking arse off
me, darling - anytime! I owe you for saving my life and there‘s no
charge for hunks like you!”
Having delivered herself of the foregoing unladylike protestations of
undying gratitude, Emma vomited, barely avoiding ruining her rescuer‘s
expensive shoes. Then she passed out. She’d really had an awful lot to
drink!
The next she knew she was in strange surroundings with her bearded
rescuer looking down at her, a kindly and concerned expression on his
handsome features.
“How are you feeling, my dear?” he asked in a friendly voice. “I’ve
been very worried about you. In case you want to know where you are, I
took you back to my home after you collapsed so spectacularly and
messily! I suppose I should have called for assistance, but the thought
of you drying out in a filthy police cell didn’t appeal to me - and I
imagine it would have been rather distasteful for you.”
Emma groaned. She felt awful! Was it worth this misery the morning
after every time she had far too much to drink? Maybe today was the
time to repent and turn her life around. She saw an icon on the wall.
The Theotokos and Child stared down at her. In the presence of the
divine she felt great shame.
“Thank you for helping me; although it might have been a good thing if
I had been arrested and hauled through the courts. I am a bad person. I
can see it now. I’m on the road to total ruin. You can have no idea,
sir! No idea at all!”
“I’m sure there is hope for us all, my dear! There is One whose wish it
is that none should perish. But you are still very unwell and suffering
from alcoholic depression. The world will seem less terrible in a few
hours. I’ll leave you to rest and recover and send you something to
drink, which should help. It’s a sovereign remedy for even the worst
hangover. I should know. In the years of my wild youth it picked me up
more times than I care to remember!”
And then the bearded stranger left. A few seconds later another man,
presumably a servant, came into the room and handed her a glass. She
drank. The effects were incredible! Emma felt better in seconds. The
room stopped revolving and her head seemed to shrink back to its
original size. In two minutes Emma was fast asleep.
CHAPTER TWO
When Emma woke up it was light, judging by the angle of the sun’s rays
streaming into the room it was getting on for midday. Despite her
dissipated lifestyle, Emma was usually an early riser so she got
guiltily out of bed.
She was not in her own room. It was a large chamber, decorated
predominantly in blue. She looked around. A lot of time and money had
been spent on this room. She knew enough about furniture to recognize
some pretty expensive stuff when she saw it. And the bed had been one
of the most comfortable she had ever slept in.
Now that she had rested and the miracle pick-me-up had done its work,
she was ready to face the world. The first item on the agenda was to
thank the nice kind man who had looked after her, saving her from
arrest for being drunk and incapable. With a shudder she recalled the
coarse things she had said to him. If only her drunkenness had erased
those horrible words from her mind, so that they might not be a
reproach to her! But it has to be said that the invitation to him to
make love to her had been serious, and she still hoped something might
one day be arranged along those lines. She really did fancy him in a
big way.
But this was a true gentleman and her behavior had been appalling.
Emma was no lady these days, but she wanted to be worthy of this
benefactor. Although she was fully restored physically her mind was
still full of guilt. To be worthy of the love of a good man meant that
she must try to become a good woman. But where was she to start? It was
as challenging a task in its way, as rebuilding Dresden must have been
in 1945 or New Orleans today!
The icon was still on the wall and she went over and looked closely at
it. It looked old somehow. She guessed that it was pretty valuable,
although something told her that it was an act of profanity to place
monetary value on this particular artifact. She touched it gently and
felt something pass from her fingertips right through her body.
Later on she was to have many experiences with electricity but nothing
was ever to affect her like the touch of that holy object, the work of
devoted hands hundreds of years ago.
Then she went to the dressing table. She looked into the mirror at her
face. It was still very pretty - beautiful, even. But she felt it was
not mere imagination that showed her that the results of her sinful
life were beginning to affect her appearance. Emma looked hard and
coarse behind that fragile loveliness. And she could stand losing a few
pounds! She slipped out of her clothes and went to the en suite
bathroom. As she showered, she gazed down at her thighs and stomach and
the rolls of spare flesh that had begun to mar her beauty. Fifteen
minutes later, feeling something like normal, she went downstairs and
tried to find her host.
A look out of the window had given her quite a shock. She recognized
the road outside at the end of the long garden. It was The Bishop’s
Avenue! One of her friends at school had lived here - one of her very
much richer friends! This man - her rescuer - wasn’t merely nice. He
was nice and extremely rich with it!
Being nice was good. Being rich was even better. Being nice AND rich
was to attain heights of goodness that the majority of us can only
dream of!
She reached the hallway and saw an open door. A man was standing inside
the room, bending over the table, removing plates and cups. Someone had
just eaten. She recognized the servant who had brought her the
lifesaving potion.
“Thanks for giving me that wonderful stuff earlier on. Gosh! Sorry to
make you jump!”
For the man had been startled by her abrupt entry.
“Quite all right, Miss! Nice to see you up and about. I’m afraid the
Count is not at home at present. Would you like to eat? He says you are
welcome to stay here as long as you like. If you want to go to your own
home, I am instructed to drive you wherever you wish.”
“Thanks. I am pretty ravenous.”
She surprised herself by saying that! Usually she would have expressed
her desire to eat in more basic Anglo Saxon terms. I will not exemplify!
Soon she was tucking in to a full English breakfast. And there is not a
more satisfying meal to be found in the whole wide world. He or she who
has slept the sleep of the just deserves nothing less in the morning!
Even so, it seemed incongruous and wrong to be breakfasting at such a
late hour. But one has to start the day somewhere.
The servant came and took away the breakfast things. Emma smilingly
thanked him. She had been expensively educated and was still capable of
politeness, despite her foul mouth. She asked him his name and was told
it was Harrison.
“When does the - Count, did you say he was - get back? I’d like to
thank him but I do have things to do. I can’t remember getting up this
fucking late before. I’m a busy girl these days, although I’m taking a
few months off from the fucking treadmill soon. I‘m off to Oz to get
wasted on Fosters, shagged witless and shitless by a posse of Bondi
lifeguards and see the barrier reef.”
There was a look of pure pain on Harrison’s face. Emma felt guilty
again. A perceptive girl, she saw plainly that her witticism had failed
to amuse!
“Sorry about the language, Harrison. I just feel if men can talk that
way, then why not us girls? “
“Think nothing of it, Miss. I’m sure you have a point. But we don’t
talk like that in this house as a rule. The Count doesn’t like it.”
“I didn’t know we had Counts in this country. Aren’t they kind of
foreign - Counts, I mean? But he talks like an Englishman - and the
best kind at that!”
“He is English, Miss. His family have lived here since
nineteen-fifteen. They came from Russia originally. His great
grandfather could see the Revolution coming and got out with as much of
the family property as he could turn into ready cash. The present Count
feels his ancestor behaved badly - leaving the sinking ship when his
country was at war - and now he wants to do his bit for the new Russia
after the Reds have gone. He’s most likely at some conference today. He
could even have gone to visit his company’s offices.”
“Company? What company?”
“Grand Imperial United”
“Wow! I’ve heard of them. Really into the latest scientific research.
So he’s Count Dobrynin! I’ve heard about his company. One of my clients
worked there for a while.”
The client in question had commissioned a series of photos of the juicy
Emma, concentrating mainly on her anal sphincter. She scarcely
considered that to be her prize asset. She was proud of her face, her
breasts and her long legs and knew that men appreciated the delights of
her pussy, but how anyone could be pleased by the sight of her bum hole
was a mystery! But business was business and so long as she was paid
handsomely and on time it was fine by her.
She had seen some of the pictures afterwards and even her hardened
stomach had almost rebelled at the sight. What kind of people were
turned on by hat? The client said that the illustrations were to be for
a medical textbook, but the ever skeptical Emma had her doubts.
“I’ll wait for a couple of hours. I’d really like to thank the Count
personally. He was the archetypical Good Samaritan last night. You
don’t run into real gentlemen like that any too often. In fact I hardly
seem to meet them at all since my father kicked me out!”
Harrison gave her the run of the house and she found herself, after
trying a few rooms, in the library.
“I wonder if he’s read all these books?” she wondered aloud. “If he
has, he must be pretty clever!”
She took down a volume of Euripides and read a few pages. She sighed as
she replaced the book. If only she hadn’t dropped out! Why had she? But
she knew the answer to that question.
By four o’clock, the Count had still not returned and Emma, having left
him her address and telephone number, was driven home by the helpful
Harrison. It was a long time since she had been in a Rolls, and that
had been at a friend’s funeral last year. The friend in question,
another “model”, had succumbed to an overdose. That Rolls had broken
down a hundred yards short of the cemetery and Emma and three other
mourners had been obliged to walk the rest of the way, feeling somewhat
stupid. But this car was in perfect working order, as well as being a
lot newer.
Her evening assignment, which had prevented her waiting for her host’s
return, was a lesbian session. The robustly heterosexual Emma wasn’t a
bit keen on this kind of thing but, like so many others, had been
influenced by the prevailing climate of Political Correctness into
accepting that she must suppress her natural distaste in the interests
of Tolerance. And the fee was very generous - well above the usual rate!
After it was all over she declined Gloria’s suggestion that they have a
drink before going home. Gloria was the other girl in the shoot. Gloria
had, to Emma, appeared to be enjoying herself immensely. Emma had very
definitely not!
She was in the bathroom gargling with Listerine to remove the taste of
Gloria’s none too clean womanhood from her mouth and shuddering at the
horrible memory, when the phone rang.
“Hello, Emma? It’s Alex. From yesterday. You stayed at my house. How
are you?”
“Oh. You’re called Alex, are you? I only knew of you as ‘The Count’.
I’m fine, thanks, although it hasn’t been the best day of my life so
far. I had a photographic assignment and it was horrible - just
ghastly. But I’m fine now. And thank you so much for helping me last
night. I’m so grateful and so sorry for the disgusting things I said to
you. Can you ever forgive me?”
“You were forgiven anyway, my dear. No need to ask! I’m having a few
friends around. How would you like to come for dinner tonight, or are
you too busy and tired?”
Emma couldn’t remember feeling so excited in years! When she was a
child, her father had promised to take her skating one particularly
cold day. It had been magical! That was how she felt now.
“I’d love to have dinner with you! After the nasty things I said, I’m
surprised you asked me, but I’d absolutely love it!”
Twenty minutes later she was once again in the comfortable back seat of
the Count’s Rolls Royce and being whisked silently to his mansion in
N6. Alexander greeted her and showed her inside. It was a warm night
and Emma had chosen to wear a low cut red gown, which showed her still
pleasing shoulders and arms to advantage. She had only a silk wrap to
cover her shoulders from the night air and this she handed to Harrison,
who was obviously impressed at what he saw, as was his employer!
“I have a favour to ask of you. I hope you don’t mind having to work a
little for your evening.”
“No. I owe you plenty of favours, Alex. What can I do for you?”
“I have a few people coming later. They are all couples - married men
and their ladies. I, a poor lonely old bachelor have usually to
entertain my guests myself. I wonder if you would care to be help out
and be the lady of the house this evening? It won’t be hard. Just smile
and be nice and talk to my chief guest while I chat to his wife.
Afterwards I’d be glad if you’d stay awhile - once the others have gone
-and we can find out more about each other - if you’d like to, that is.”
Emma assured him that she would like nothing more. The two stood inches
apart and Emma looked into his piercing blue eyes and he into hers.
Then the first guests were announced and they went to welcome them.
CHAPTER THREE
Emma enjoyed playing the hostess. The chief guest, beside whom she sat
at dinner, was a Professor Colin Wedderburn. Alex had referred to him
as “The Professor”.
“He’s my top research man, Emma. I think a lot of him. I hope you like
him as much as I do.”
Emma was not too sure that she would ever really like this man, but he
certainly interested her. He was as tall as the Count, but thinner and
stooping where her host and rescuer was straight and well built. Emma
realized that she was being subjected to the sort of small talk that
some men consider to be all that women are good for. Where the Count
treated her as an equal, this man looked down on her. She could tell
that he looked down on her a lot more when she mentioned Jeremy
Sandwell.
Jeremy was the ex-employee of Imperial United who had commissioned
Emma’s disgusting photo session a few months ago when she had spread
her cheeks for the alleged benefit of medical learning.
“Sandwell? I do remember him. A promising physician with a bent for
research. But our rules are very strict when it comes to viewing
indecent images on the company’s computers. A shame he left us, though.
Hard to replace.”
She just knew that Wedderburn had seen the photos! From then on Emma
had a hard time engaging him in any kind of conversation at all. The
man seemed to have become very thoughtful and withdrawn. Emma supposed
that he would tell his employer just what a distasteful occupation his
latest female companion pursued. And that would be the end of this
budding romance!
As soon as the guests had all gone, Emma decided to tell Alexander a
few disagreeable things about herself in order to forestall the
Professor.
“I’m not a nice girl, Alex. I’m a total disaster area, believe me! You
think you know how bad I am, but it goes a lot further than my swearing
like a trooper and getting horribly drunk and spewing up on the
pavement the other night. I did so well at school and the world seemed
to be at my feet, but I dropped out of University after having an
abortion. I met this wonderful guy and he made me pregnant and walked
out on me. Since then I have made a living making dirty films and being
photographed nude doing lots of revolting things. Some of them have
been so revolting they even put me off, which isn’t easy I can tell
you! You don‘t want anything to do with me, my precious darling! And
now, I‘ll be going home. I‘ll get a taxi - no need to worry.”
But Alex wasn’t worried about her disreputable career and fallen
condition. He had fallen for Emma just as badly as Emma had fallen for
him. It might be a most unlikely coupling but the two quickly
discovered that they were very much in love.
She didn’t go home that night, and spent hours pouring out a tearful
recital of her many offences against decency to her unlikely lover.
But she didn’t sleep with the Count. Once again she spent the night in
The Blue Room. But this time the pair did breakfast together.
“So you are still set on visiting the Barrier Reef?” asked Alexander.
“Oh, yes! I suppose you wouldn’t care to come? Maybe you have a private
jet?”
“I am far too busy, alas. And I don’t run to a private jet, I’m afraid.
The Rolls is mine, and another, but I own no other transport. When you
return, perhaps you’ll be able to answer my question of last night?”
The question referred to had been a proposal of marriage. After hearing
her tale of moral depravity, Alexander’s incredible response had been
to ask Emma to marry him! And they hardly knew each other. Emma was
strongly tempted to accept but didn’t. Her own self-loathing made it
impossible. How could a repulsive slut like her marry someone like him,
who was almost a saint?
She decided that for Alexander’s sake she must break off their
relationship. He was a well-known figure despite not courting
publicity. His company was very large and at the cutting edge of some
interesting new technologies. Being associated with a grubby little
tramp like her was just what he didn’t need!
And there was another consideration. Being married to the saintly Count
would make her very happy indeed. It would make her far happier than
her wildest dreams!
But happiness was something she didn’t deserve. Emma would never
forgive herself for consenting to the destruction of her unborn child.
She might not know this, but guilt and disgust at her wickedness were
ever present. She was being slowly but surely destroyed by her remorse
and wouldn’t accept salvation, preferring instead to advance to the
eternal perdition she felt herself to deserve.
***************
Meeting the Professor accidentally, a day or two before her flight to
Australia, was to prove decisive.
“Miss Henderson? How delightful to see you. Have you time for a coffee?
It‘s that time of day.”
Emma was in Harrods and reacted like a naughty little girl to hear the
Professor’s voice. This man knew her for what she was and despised her.
The Count also knew what she had done (she had told him everything,
weeping and sobbing while he tried to comfort her) and forgave her. But
the Professor was a cold-hearted Puritan. He also knew how damaging it
could be for his employer if the media found out too much about Emma’s
lurid past.
But Emma managed a smile. They found a not too crowded café and she
waited to see what it was that the Professor, a busy man and not one to
waste valuable time in idle conversation, wanted from her. She guessed
that it was to warn her to steer clear of Count Alexander in the
future. Well, she had already decided on this.
“I’m not seeing Alex any more. I love him too much to want to hurt him.
Breaking off with him is the best thing I can do for him. You know all
about me, I don’t doubt. I’m a ...ing slut and a general disgrace to
the human race in general and my sex in particular. He’s too good for
me. Most people are too good for me!”
“But you could do something for him, my dear. I think you might be the
ideal subject for an experiment that might put the Company into an
unassailable leadership position. We are discreetly advertising for
this post but I am sure you would have a very good chance of
succeeding. And it would be very useful to the Count. You’d like to
help him, wouldn’t you?”
Emma certainly would like to help the man she loved. Marrying him would
only bring him disgrace, but helping his company become stronger would
be her way of paying just a part of her debt and expressing just a
fraction of her love. If it lay within her power, then she would do it!
“If it helps Alex then count me in. No pun intended! What is it all
about, Professor?”
“It is a way of picking up electrical impulses from the human brain,
interpreting them and translating them into English so that every
thought can be detected. We see it as a way of reforming criminals. If
we can only get inside their minds and see how they arrive at their
antisocial mindset we are well on the way to transforming them into
useful members of society.”
“But aren’t a lot of thoughts wordless! Don’t they just consist of
feelings and emotions like anger and sorrow? Can the machine pick up on
that? And what good would that do?”
“It would depend on what angered the thinker. I have done a lot of
work, Miss Henderson, these last months. Righteous anger can be
detected and distinguished from bad anger - of that I am convinced. But
we daren’t market a product like this without long and thorough
testing. We need a sort of human guinea pig. And we’d need him or her
for a very long time - three years in fact.”
“Why so long?”
“I don’t only want to read the subject’s mind, Emma, I wish to change
the personality, removing bad thoughts and changing them permanently
for the better. That will take at least three years. I aim to turn an
imperfect human being into someone who has no trace of vice or malice
in their entire personality.”
“I am interested, Professor. But I don’t want Alexander knowing what
I’m doing. Is it possible to conceal something like that from him in
his own company?”
“He’d find out in the end, of course. But not until the close of the
experiment, or at the very least until it had gone too far to abort. He
leaves a great deal to my discretion, Emma. If you should be selected,
I suggest you write to him from Australia to say you have taken up
offers of assignments there and will not be home for some time - maybe
a few years. But first you must pass the aptitude tests.”
A letter inviting Emma to attend a country house selection panel
arrived next day. There were ten others on the list of hopefuls, all
attracted by the more than generous financial inducements. Emma was
alone among the ten in being very suspicious of the Company’s seeming
generosity. She knew enough of the world to see that nothing was free
in life. If it was worth their while paying the successful applicant so
lavishly, then either the three years were going to be pretty horrible,
or the potential profits accruing to the Company from this invention
were astronomic - or both, of course!
All applicants were told to be their normal selves. This was stressed
time and time again as being of the utmost importance. Seven of the
others were men and of the three women, Emma was the youngest and
prettiest. She also had by far the greatest fund of disgusting stories,
which the excellent food and fine wines they were plied with drew out
of her each evening to the delight of all the others.
On the third and final night, having told the others early on that she
was a topless and nude model, she did a striptease act for the seven
men. Her brazen lack of shame or embarrassment left them all
speechless. But Emma did not accept any of their offers of sex. She
still remembered Alex, and if the thought of his personal goodness did
not stop her behaving disgracefully in many ways, the memory of her
love for him prevented her giving her body to another man, at least for
the time being. She had no idea how long this unaccustomed reluctance
would last. Probably not too long!
CHAPTER FOUR
Emma never got as far as the Barrier Reef. After two days in Sydney she
heard from the Professor. Would she return to take part in a final
elimination? All her expenses were to be paid, including a flight back
to Australia should she not be finally successful. She knew perfectly
well that she would be successful.
In his message, the Professor told her she had passed all the medical
tests with flying colours. Much of the three days had been passed in
completing several arduous physical sessions in which stamina and
durability were tested to the limit. Only Emma and one of the men came
through these in anything like good shape. The two other women were
quite exhausted and had to drop out less than halfway through.
She had been obliged to allow her medical records to be shown to the
selectors. Since Emma had never experienced a day’s illness other than
of the self-inflicted and alcoholic variety, she was hardly surprised
to have passed the medical examination. Something told her that she
would need every ounce of her physical fitness over the next three
years, but she was still obsessed with doing something to help
Alexander.
This time they did not visit the country house. The elimination was
held in a suite in a none too pretentious hotel in West London. It was
explained to the finalists that compatibility with the thought sensor
was the main object of the exercise.
Both Emma and Harold, the other applicant, were amazed at how their
thoughts were being interpreted by the invention. They each agreed as
they took their leave of each other that it was uncanny and very
disturbing to think how all their innermost thoughts were detected so
accurately.
“I don’t like it, Emma,” said Harold, “even if they do choose me, I’ll
turn it down. It’s not worth ten times what they’re offering us. It’s
so sinister! No human should ever have such knowledge and power over
others.”
Emma was still infatuated with the Count, although she disliked the
Professor as much as ever. And this device would only be used in penal
institutions to help reform wrongdoers. Instead of being locked up for
many years, they could be released after only a short time with all
their vices cured forever.
The next day was Sunday and Emma went for a stroll on what might be one
of her last days of freedom before placing herself at the Professor’s
disposal for thirty-six months. She shivered at the thought and felt
fear for the first time.
As chance would have it she passed the entrance to a church and saw a
few worshippers hurrying to make it in time for the start of the Mass.
Emma had been confirmed at fifteen and had been a regular communicant
until going up to University and being seduced. So she went into the
church and sat near the rear. As the choir and clergy entered, preceded
by the thurifer swinging the censer and filling the church with the
well-remembered scent of holiness it was as if all her recent history
of depravity had never happened. But it had happened…
The opening Collect, with its well-remembered words, struck her
forcibly, especially one phrase: “All hearts be open, all desires known
and from whom no secrets are hid.”
That’s what this machine would ensure. A power that was once God’s
alone was being placed in the hands of Mankind. She felt the first
stirrings of doubt.
Emma sat in her seat when her turn came to go up to the altar. She knew
she was quite unworthy to receive the Sacrament, despite the sincerity
with which she had said the words of the Confession. As she repeated
the words, “Provoking most justly thy wrath and indignation against
us,” all the horror of what she had done struck her again. The words of
the Absolution gave her no assurance that she could ever be forgiven.
Emma still hated herself too much to believe that anything about her
could still be worth loving.
But Alexander loved her and this had sown a tiny seed of hope.
On Monday she was told to report to the Company’s research
establishment in Hampshire, bringing her lawyer with her. She had
already been warned that this would be essential and had given prior
notice to Mr. Ferguson her family’s solicitor.
As she showed her pass to the security guard and drove into the
well-guarded converted Royal Air Force station, she thought that this
was to be her home for three long years. But a surprise was in store
for her.
The Professor was waiting for them in his office in the Admin block.
“Good morning Emma! Congratulations on passing all the selection
processes! Since the only other remaining contestant has been obliged
by reason of family circumstances to withdraw, you are to be our human
guinea pig. Before starting you off on the Experiment, I must get you
to sign some forms and explain some of what will be involved.”
Emma nodded. All she wanted now was to get on with it!
“I don’t suppose for a second that it’s going to be a picnic,
Professor. Companies don’t pay what you’re paying me out of the
goodness of their hearts. All those physical endurance tests you put us
through made me realize that a lot of the experiment will be tough.
Perhaps you’ll be about to explain exactly how tough?”
“It will be a matter of rewards and punishments for much of the time,
Emma. You will be quite alone for almost all of the time. When you
think bad and antisocial thoughts you will be punished. Punishment will
take many forms, none of which will leave any permanent physical
effects. Hard work will be part of your daily regime for all your time
on the island. I imagine that hard physical work has not been a part of
your life these last few years, although you still remain a fit young
woman.”
Emma agreed.
“I have tended to let myself go a bit. Too much to eat and drink. But I
came through all the tests OK so I can’t have let things slide that
badly.”
“No, Emma. You remain basically in very good shape and we could not
have chosen you otherwise.”
“What exactly will the punishments consist of?”
“Beatings, deprivation of clothing, confinement, electric shocks and
being made to stay out of doors for long periods. We also have
developed a very special kind of bed that will make sleeping impossible
if you have bad thoughts at night. But you will be alone and all the
punishments will be delivered by machines. For the first months you
will probably have a very painful time, but adjustment will be rapid
and life will soon become bearable and, by degree, pleasant. If we feel
that we have learnt all we can from you before the three years are up,
then we will come for you and you may return to your own life.”
“You mean you have a machine that will beat me? How kinky!” Emma
giggled at the idea, but the Professor did not smile.
“All your punishments will be graded in severity, Emma. And once you
have committed yourself there can be no turning back. Here are some
notes relating to the regime. I will leave you alone with Mr. Ferguson
to decide. This kind of commitment cannot be entered into lightly.”
As soon as they were alone, Mr. Ferguson pleaded with his young client
to come back to London with him and forget this idea.
“Don’t do it, Emma! Don’t even think about it. It’s not worth the
money. Why don’t you go back to college and get your degree? It’s not
too late and I know your parents would be delighted.”
“My parents! Don’t make me ...ing laugh Mr. Ferguson! They disowned me
and they meant it. My life’s as good as over, as far as my being any
use is concerned. I’m doing this for a good man who will put this
invention to good use. That’s all that matters. Let’s get these papers
signed and witnessed, shall we? And don’t breathe a word of what has
gone on here to anyone. Not ever!”
“Did you write to the Count from Sydney?” asked the Professor as soon
as the lawyer had left, unsuccessful in his bid to persuade Emma not to
go any further with the Experiment.
“Yes. I take it I won’t be spending the next three years here, then?”
Emma had heard the Professor mention an island. So the location of this
particular bit of research was somewhere else - somewhere even more
secluded and restricted than this well-guarded establishment.
“Yes, Miss Henderson. The company has its own private island, some
seventy miles from the nearest inhabited location. You will forgive me
if I don’t tell you where it is exactly, but it’s to the southwest of
Cornwall. It will be a little milder there in the winter than here,
which is a good thing as you may well be spending a lot of time out of
doors.”
“Out of doors?”
“Yes. Punishments will take many forms and exclusion from the living
quarters will be part of the regime, as will deprivation of clothing in
whole or in part. The whole place is fully automated and bad thoughts
will trigger off automatic actions. You will discover all this for
yourself. If you cooperate fully with us, the unhappy part of your stay
there will be short. You do want to be a better person, don’t you?”
Emma nodded. If it helped Alexander who, for some unaccountable reason,
loved her then she wanted to be a better person and help establish this
invention as a weapon in the war against crime and evil.
She envisaged Osama Bin Laden wired up to the thought sensor, having
all the stupefying immensity of twisted malevolence purged from him. In
his case, thought Emma, it would take a lot longer than three years.
And when the evil had been removed - what would be left of him? Nothing!
“Can I take anything with me to the Island, Professor? Clothes, books,
tapes, that sort of thing?”
“We have provided you with all we consider you to need. If you wish to
continue your studies, there is a collection of classical works that I
think you’ll find pretty comprehensive. You will have writing
materials, although no letter may be sent for as long as the Experiment
continues. Also there will be satellite television, so you will not
entirely lose touch with what is going on in the world.”
“That’s good. It will be good to watch George W fighting his war on
Terror and our sycophantic Tony brown-nosing him. I must say that
that’s two bastards I won’t mind missing totally for three years. Three
centuries would be too short!”
She laughed at this witticism. There were times when she surprised
herself! But the Professor, she noticed, was not amused. Just what did
she have to do in order to make this cold fish smile?
If she had known that the Professor had high hopes of selling his
products for a huge sum to the FBI, CIA and other regiments in the
Armies of Righteousness, she would have seen that her little joke might
not have seemed too funny. The thought that some collection of neocon
religious nuts might one day be using the machine to turn Darwinists
into Creationists by electro-aversion therapy and deprivation of sleep
and clothing did not concern him. He was as much a man of business as a
man of science these days.
But Emma was young, pleasure loving and totally uninterested in serious
matters. Apart from the fact that her father was a Conservative MP with
whose politics she still agreed, despite having been disowned by him,
she had little concern for such things.
And the three-year experiment was going to be pretty serious just by
itself. It would contain all the seriousness she could cope with, and
then some.
The Professor indicated that it was time to leave. They walked across
to the helicopter pad and soon Emma, the Professor and three assistants
were being whisked across the grey Atlantic swell to the remote island
laboratory which was to be Home Sweet Home for thirty six interesting,
if sometimes painful months.
Emma disembarked from the helicopter and looked around at the windswept
island. As a place to spend a goodly part of her life, it had its
drawbacks, being remote, cold and generally uninviting. She saw a few
old huts by the shore and inland a metal fenced perimeter. There was a
nice sandy beach, but that would doubtless not be for her to spend the
summer months on.
Behind that high fence she imagined would be her new home and scene of
her transformation from a dissipated young trollop into a Right
Thinking person. In would go a dirty little foul-mouthed slut and out
would come a Model Citizen - the first of many to be redeemed by means
of the Professor’s invention. She wished she could feel a bit more
excited and a bit less cold!
“Are you going up to the laboratory with me, then?”
Emma didn’t want to stay out in the open any longer than she could
help. She couldn’t wait to get inside the living quarters.
“No. You will walk up that pathway and push open the gate. It will
close behind you and not open again for three years. The living
quarters will be directly opposite, on the far side of the perimeter.
You will go straight there and read the instructions that you will find
on a notice board. These are for general guidance. More specific
instructions will be delivered over a public address system. But you
must first remove your shoes and stockings.”
“Stockings? What Ark are you out of Prof? I only wear tights in the
winter and not even then unless it’s fucking well perishing! Look after
these shoes, Prof. They cost me an arm and a leg. It took me two steamy
sessions to pay for them. But I expect you know that. You’ve got the
photos, haven‘t you Prof, you sly old devil!”
Once again she was struck by the scientist’s lack of response. What did
it take to make him smile? She removed her shoes and handed them, not
to the Professor, but to one of his assistants. She stood in her bare
feet and wriggled her toes apprehensively, hoping that the ground
inside the perimeter would be nice and smooth. The pathway leading up
to the distant laboratory looked pretty stony - but as long as picked
her way carefully she foresaw no great difficulty in getting to her
goal without too many abrasions.
“Where does the electricity come from so far from land?”
“We are connected by a cable. In the event of any disruption a local
generator will automatically come on stream and we will send people
over to repair any damage. Maintenance staff are the only ones you will
meet whilst you are here. Power to heat your living quarters will be
generated by you personally. There is a pedal operated dynamo that you
will operate for several hours daily to recharge the batteries. That
alone will give you much hard work.”
“What about food and drink?”
“We have a refrigerated food store and freezer. There is sufficient to
feed you for three years, but don’t take more than the daily ration or
your last weeks will be very unpleasant. If a power failure causes the
food to perish than someone will be sent over to replenish the supply.
And now, I have a meeting in London. I bid you farewell, Miss
Henderson. Good luck and once again thank you for your cooperation!”
By the time the helicopter was airborne and heading back to the
mainland, Emma was halfway up to the perimeter. It had started raining
and she was getting soaked. ‘Never mind the stones,’ she thought.
‘Let’s get out of this wet and cold before I perish!’
As the Professor had said, the gate closed automatically behind her.
She touched it to see if she could get it open again and got her first
electric shock! The fence was electrified. She touched it again - more
gingerly this time and staggered away from the fence, falling on her
back. That second shock had been something else!
Then she walked across to the open door opposite. Once inside she shook
the water out of her hair and looked around for a towel. The room was
quite bare and outside the rain was getting stronger by the second. The
room was cold as well as bare and Emma felt like crying. But she was a
big girl now, so she swore horribly instead!
She’d need to get some heat in here, or die! Over against the cluster
of buildings on the west side of the establishment was the dynamo!
Despite the downpour she would need to go and do a few hours’
pedalling! Not anxious to stand around in wet clothes, she removed them
and went over to the notice board.
There was a map of the laboratory. One building was a clothing store,
but it was closed and not due to open until the next day. The other was
a food store, which ought to be open but wasn’t. Then came the first of
many messages over the PA system.
“Access to food
denied for twelve hours.”
Emma swore again, even more horribly than before. But she needed to
heat up this room. So, naked and shivering, she ran over to the machine
and started pedalling as hard as she could. After three hours she was
exhausted, but there was no red light on the dial and she had been told
that she must not cease until this light appeared, on pain of being
excluded from the living quarters. It was two more hours before the
longed for light appeared and she staggered back to the room. It had
stopped raining after the first hour and Emma was covered in sweat by
now.
She fell asleep on the hard bed, dreaming of that blessed moment when
the food store opened.
Although Emma had been tired when she fell asleep she woke up early.
She was so hungry that she couldn’t sleep. Once again she went over to
the notice board. It seemed that her stint on the dynamo was to precede
all other activities, including eating. She used the toilet and washed
herself, shivering as the cold water touched her skin.
“Stand under the shower for five minutes. Do not move! Get directly
under the shower head. Keep perfectly still.”
Damn that public address system! Didn’t it have anything good to tell
her?
“Subject will stand one further minute under shower.”
Of course! She was being overheard! Every bad thought would get her a
punishment! She deliberately kept her mind a total blank. But this
wasn’t as easy as she had thought. As the freezing cold water cascaded
over her head and flowed down her plump but pleasing body she found all
manner of thoughts besieging her. It was no use! She must think and she
must think positively.
“I bet this is doing me good! Nothing better than a lovely cold shower
first thing in the morning! Three gorgeous years of this. Whoopee!!”
But it was a long six minutes and she guessed the sensor could pick up
on insincerity!
Then over to the dynamo, dressed this time. It was dry and promising to
be a sunny day. By the time she had caused the red light to come on it
was well past the time when she could have some food. She went across
to the food store and took out as much food as she was entitled to. The
cooking facilities were adequate and soon she was having her first hot
meal in two days. It tasted good, although she could have done with a
lot more.
Then she went over to the television room. It was locked. That was
probably for the swearing last night. The library and reading room were
open, though, and she spent a few hours catching up on Plato’s
Republic. Once again she asked herself why she had abandoned what could
have been a brilliant career.
She composed a poem in Latin. But the sensor obviously knew this
particular dead language and disapproved of the content, because she
was told to leave and run around the perimeter seven times. It was a
long way to run in bare feet and she was feeling extremely sore when
finally she sank to the ground and nursed her tender soles.
“Why did I let myself in for this load of bollocks!”
BZZZZZ!!!! BZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!
She leapt to her feet, jumping at least seventeen feet into the air. It
felt like seventeen feet. Bad talk could obviously be detected as well
as bad thoughts!
She saw now why she had to be barefoot. The floor of the entire
compound was criss-crossed by wires, so that it was impossible not to
be standing on one no matter where she was.
“Subject will remain excluded for twelve hours!”
That would mean well past midnight before she got to bed.
Emma ruefully accepted that she was not off to the best of starts. But
it was a very warm day and the rain that had spoiled her first day
seemed to be gone for the time being. Doubtless it was now over England
and making the Professor's life a misery. Emma tried not to feel
pleased about this. Nice Professor!
And then she recalled to mind that pinched severe face and stooping
shoulders. The bastard!
BZZZZ! BZZZZ!!! But milder this time. Just a gentle warning, really.
She skipped up and down and apologized.
But the long wait did little for her patience. She took off her clothes
and tried to lie in the sun, but this seemed to displease the thought
reading machine. A series of small shocks kept her body tingling
unpleasantly and she reluctantly got to her feet and stood trying to
feel patience and submission.
Finally, she exploded and hurled a veritable carpet bombing of
blasphemies and obscenities at the various thought and sound detection
devices positioned at regular intervals around the camp.
"Subject will report to Punishment Room immediately!"
"Well, stuff you! Get lost. Go and play with yourself, Prof you
sick-minded old wanker!"
She was starting to laugh at this last sally when the hardest shock yet
made her come to her senses. She really must pull herself together.
This man meant business and she had to cooperate with him. She was a
volunteer, after all and it was pretty feeble of her to be rebelling
after so short a time.
Emma walked apprehensively to the Punishment Room. She had seen last
night that it was a very large room! Heaven only knew what horrors it
contained.
"Let's hope they let me off lightly!" she thought as she entered and
heard the door close behind her.
Emma looked somewhat fearfully around the Punishment Room. OK, then!
She looked around in absolute terror! She’d never been more shit scared
in her life! Not even when she had been summoned to the Headmistress’s
study the morning after returning to school from an evening pass as
drunk as the proverbial skunk had she felt quite so petrified as she
did now.
(The good lady had first read her a solemn lecture on the Evils of
Drink, Especially Where Vulnerable Young Women are Concerned, which had
so amused her it had been a struggle to keep a straight face and then
given her eight cuts of the cane on her bare and already fleshy rump.
That had not amused her quite so much and she had sworn aloud,
surprising even the casehardened Head by her deep and wide knowledge of
decidedly unseemly language, thereby earning herself four more stinging
cuts).
What an idiot to shout all those things at the Professor, who was
certainly listening to all her ravings in the comfort of his office!
What had possessed her? Well - she was in for it now!
“Subject will remove all clothing and lie face down on the large table!”
Emma took off her clothes, not without some relief, for they were
beginning to smell after all the exercise and she needed a change of
underwear in any case. After she had been let out of here, she must go
to the Clothing Store and Laundry Room and change.
She lay on the cold metal table and waited to be told what to do next.
“Subject will place her hands and feet on the corners!”
Emma was just about able to reach the four corners of the large table,
although it was quite a stretch. With a snap, four separate clips came
out of the table and fastened themselves over her ankles and wrists.
She was trapped! What a clever machine this table was and what thought
must have gone into this whole project! She never had liked that
Professor! Clever and nasty with it!
BZZZZZ!!! BZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!! BZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!
Emma surprised herself at the sound, duration and strength of that
first scream! It was enough to wake the dead. It was as well she was so
well secured or she would have bounced off the table like a rubber ball
dropped from a great height onto concrete.
“Sorry, Professor,” she thought. “I am a bad girl. I will try to be
good! I promise!” But the shocks went on and on and on. Emma continued
to think nothing but good of the professor. Gradually the shocks eased
and unbearable agony was replaced by severe pain. Then the clips were
released.
She was free to go outside after an hour she would long remember.
As she stepped out into the sunshine she looked at the sliding door
closing on that place of pain. Something told her she would be back -
many times - before she ceased to have displeasing thoughts. But she
deserved it.
This last thought was quite unforced and instinctive. The sensor must
have picked up on this, for next time she stripped off and lay in the
sun, there were no shocks and she fell into a deep sleep while the sun
continued to warm her.
Emma got through the next week with comparatively little pain. She
found herself barred from the food store one day for six hours for
cursing after stubbing her toe rather badly. And there were shocks from
time to time when she thought unkind things about the Professor. But
all this was nothing compared to what had happened to her on that awful
table in the Punishment Room. And the door to that Room had remained
reassuringly closed.
Her good record had something to do with the weather, which was
wonderful. For a couple of hours each day she had stretched out in the
delightful sunshine and was beginning to be tanned all over. The rather
ungenerous diet was proving to be a blessing in disguise. She could see
that her body was already losing some of its flabbiness.
Because of the warm weather, she was spending less time each day on the
dynamo. Her living quarters needed no heating. She was still not
allowed hot showers for some reason and all the power needed was for
cooking and laundry purposes.
Since she was spending nearly all the time nude during the day, the
amount of laundry she needed to do was minimal.
Most of her daytime was spent reading and for some of each evening she
was allowed into the Television Room. Her choice of channels was very
restricted, though. Mostly all she could watch was improving stuff like
drama and documentaries and the News. She dreaded the News - so boring!
One night she reacted badly to the sight and sound of the Leader of the
Free World murdering the English language as only he knew how. She
muttered under her breath. “F*ck off you stupid, brain-dead arsehole!”
She had got a sharp shock for that and been ordered to go to bed.
Obviously the Professor considered criticism of George Dubya to be a
Bad Thought! She tried not to think about this at all. If the Prof
liked the stupid bastard, that was none of her affair! (She got a mild
warning jolt for that!)
Her unspoken though emphatic disgust at the sight of her own Prime
Minister, the loathsome Tony, on the other hand, went unpunished. So
the Prof didn’t like him either! Good old Prof! He wasn’t all bad;
obviously a fine upstanding Tory like her father and the rest of her
family!
Then it rained all day on her ninth day. Not only that, but the
temperature dropped. She left her clothes in her sleeping quarters and
went over to the dynamo to recharge the batteries. All would have been
well if she had merely attended to her task, which was easy enough for
her by now (she was developing great legs with all this exercise!). But
Emma was her own worst enemy, here as in her past life. The rain got
into her eyes and she swore. She swore to herself at first and then out
loud. It felt good to be using all these horrible words again after
nearly a week! It was then that she noticed the pedals becoming harder
to push. Much harder to push. And the red light was not due to come on
for an hour. Silly me, thought a repentant Emma.
“Sorry Professor. I am still a bad girl - I can see that.”
She pushed harder and harder and finally got up to the revolutions per
minute that she usually achieved. By the time the red light came on she
was wet as much from sweating as from the rain.
Weary after her efforts, she staggered back to her living quarters. The
Public Address system had bad news for the Bad Thinking Emma.
“Subject is excluded for twenty-four hours. Subject will remain
standing to attention until further notice.”
“I deserve this. I have been naughty and must be punished. I am sorry.
I will try to be a good girl in future.”
For an hour she repeated this like a mantra. At the end she was almost
getting to mean it! Then the PA system crackled into life.
“Subject will run around the perimeter thirty times.”
A burst of volts reminded her that there were worse things than getting
heart attacks from too much exercise. Namely, being fried alive!
When she had completed the thirty times tour of her extensive prison
compound she collapsed. Happily it was not raining by this time and she
sun came out. She slept and when she awoke it was dark. She looked up
at the stars - so many of them here, so far from all the light
pollution on the mainland. Instead of being filled with a sense of awe
at the majesty of Creation she felt miserable and lonely.
Being miserable and lonely were obviously verboten by the Professor. A
massive jerk of power reminded her of that! She tried to be cheerful.
“How lucky I am to be here, naked and freezing cold under the Heavens!
Thank you Professor!” Then she fell asleep again and when she woke it
was light.
She was allowed back into her accommodation at midday. Just as she was
dressing, for the weather was not really warm enough for nudity, the
hated PA system had more instructions for her.
“Subject will wear shorts only. This is for three weeks.”
Then she went out to walk over to the reading room and a few hours work.
“Subject will remain out of doors until further notice. Subject will
stand to attention, not moving.”
She wondered, after an hour of rigidly standing still, how the sensors
could possibly know if she moved just a teeny little bit to ease the
cramp a little. She decided to risk it. They knew!!!!!! OUCHH!!!!
“Subject will report to the Punishment Room.”
“Not that table again… I hope. Please, Professor. Nice Professor
Wedderburn, Sir. Please!”